Rping as ourself's

Somewhere in a town,not so far away,sat a ginger in a Cafe,chating online,she hummed,deciding what to order.

(*will be doing this in first person cause it's me*)

Carrying a sketchbook and a few pencils, I walked into a random cafe, sighing. I wasn't even sure why I was going there, I didn't really like overcrowed places

(that was just the opening,ima switch to first xD)

I looked up,ordering a mocha and looking around,there were'nt to many people in here today...I like the calmness,I watched a girl walking in,I smilled...she had a sketch book and pencils.Must be an artist.I thought to myself smilling.

Glancing around, I saw a girl look at me and I quickened my pace, sitting down and flipping open my sketch book. I glance at her again then started drawing

I siped my coffe,I shoved my phone into my pocket.Boerd.I put an ear bud into one ear,humming to some music.

(I have no clue how this'll work, I'm actually kinda shy irl)

Forgetting all about the other girl, I continued my drawing, smiling

(If i get up enough courage to go up to talk to stragngers I will i have before if there around my age XD so..yeaaa...just give it a few.. xD)

I Started quietly singing,but quickly stoped,hoping no one had heard.

(I'd never do that... Why? idk, but I woudln't. )

I didn't notice the singing, just went on with what I was doing

(i only do it very rarely...
im sometimes scared of new people...
i dont even know why,im not even that shy...)

I glanced at the girl,debating whetere to talk to her or not...

(I'm not a fan of new people, I just kinda walk by like "just keep walking. just keep walking." Unless they're my age and say something.. then if I pretended they weren't they I'd feel bad because I came off as being rude)

Finishing, I closed it and looked arouind. She had been looking at me again, bit creepy.

Geting up the courage,Isighed,walking over to her "Hey...what are you drawing?",I smilled


(ahh...I like see people amd am like "freinds...i want freinds...go talk to them,..." but i get scared..Im scaredof regection :/ )

(I'M AGORAPHOBIC. JK. I'm not even entirely sure if I'm right about the meaning)

I look up and fake a smile, trying not to freak "Hi... Just a girl.."

(you fear of crowded spaces?)


"Cool...can I see?",I asked politley

(im debating if this shoud be like a mystalers meet up or soemthing xD)

(I believe the fear isn't crowded places, that'd be more clausterphobic. Wikipedia says Agoraphobia (from Greek ἀγορά, "marketplace"; and φόβος/φοβία, -phobia) is an anxiety disorder characterized by anxiety in situations where the sufferer perceives the environment to be difficult or embarrassing to escape. These situations include, but are not limited to, wide-open spaces, as well as uncontrollable social situations such as may be met in shopping malls, airports, and on bridges. Agoraphobia is defined within the DSM-IV TR as a subset of panic disorder, involving the fear of incurring a panic attack in those environments.[1] The sufferer may go to great lengths to avoid those situations, in severe cases becoming unable to leave their home or safe haven.

"Uh.. sure.." I open my sketchpad again, showing her the drawing

(ahI see I defined it with my magical ipad define button XD)


"I like it,its cool",I smilled "Though the style looks familliar..where have I seen it before.."

( So basically it's just anxiety.

Which my mother is convinced I have. crazy woman.)


I look back down at my sketchpad, doodling something in a corner of the page

(ah,i see...

I dont think you do...)

"It looks just like zanny's art..",I mummbled to myself. "Oh,Im being rude...sorry...Im Kaci",I nodded.

(I don't think I do either, but everyone else is like "yeah you do!")

"Zanny?" I ask, raising my eyebrows "Does that happen to be short for Zanetia?"

(aww *pats* maybe you should get checked out?)


"Yes..in fact it does",I nodded.

( >.< dun have anxiety)

"Then I think I know you.. at least, know you over the internet." I grinned

(i know zanny,iknow *nods* )

"Thats epic",I grinned "So you are Zan?or cassie...whatever",I lauged grinning

"Yes, my name is Zan... well, Cassie... but you call me Zan.. but.. I'll just shut up now." I close the sketch book again

"You can call me katie..or kaci..or ginger.Whichever is fine",I nodded "What a coincedince it is meeting you in real life..."

"You know, I'm not sure how we even managed to meet.. I mean... don't you live in Maryland? Whatcha doing here?"

"Yup!I do but Im On a trip",I noded smilling