*flops down on top of the pile and sobs with you all, offering a box of tissues*. I have cried IRL many a time on this subject and really super wishes I had somewhere to RP, because I can't get myself really into anything else and I have all these plots I'd like to do, and all I can only do is think about them in my head. My characters are my children and they're like my imaginary friends, really, and I want them to live and love and fight and be people but they fucking can't and they're NOT. I get super feelsy about this and I'm really crying I just want it back, now that I'm actually good at writing and have interesting? plots to share.